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After the Dog Days of Summer, I always sense that it’s time to snuggle up and get back to whatever projects I’ve laid aside during the long, hot, hazy days.
I completed The Canopy Program- an art mentorship program that culminated in a show in NYC last June.
After every show, there is a period of disintegration and reintegration that an artist has to go through. - I took the summer to regroup and get back into the swing of making art again.
After goofing around with little, fun books, I’ve been circling back to my project Atlas, and I created a beautiful cover for the book.
This is the cover, laid flat. It measures 12x21, on dark teal cloth with acrylic paint and gel pen. It depicts four boats of the type I imagine the four lines of my family may have traveled on as they made their way to North America.
Here is a video of the book so far. Everything is temporary. The white strings you see are elastic bands holding the pages in. All the images are temporarily held in the book using tape.
I will continue to update my progress on this blog as I go.
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Welcome Autumn!
Autumn is my favorite time of year. I relish the rain and the cooler weather.
After the Dog Days of Summer, I always sense that it’s time to snuggle up and get back to whatever projects I’ve laid aside during the long, hot, hazy days.
My summer was busy and went by quickly. Events included a family wedding and my own 40th high school reunion!
But mostly, I was trying to get back into the swing of making art after my show in NYC last June. After every show, there is a period of disintegration and reintegration that an artist has to go through. It’s really uncomfortable.
The only way through it is to make more art—even if it’s “bad art” and you have no idea what you’re doing!
So I’ve had fun doing collage and drawing in small books, including a 1999 day planner I found at Goodwill, which- BTW-is a total score if you're an artist!
It’s mostly a tongue-in-cheek exploration of aging and the funny things I do to try to hold back time.
1999 Day Planner
Books and More Books
I will be participating in the 5th annual Lake Oswego Open Studio Tour. in September. A studio tour is when a group of artists open their studios to the public, show their work and talk about what they do.
I decided I could demonstrate how to make books to the visitors. Thing is, I sort of tend to make things up as I go along, so I wasn't exactly an expert on actual book making! So I buckled down to make some books and practice my technique.
Here are a few books I have made, which will be for sale during the tour.
Below is a video of a small book made with painted paper left over from when I was doing collage with my Film Noir Series.
The colors go from bright red to golden yellow, with a few moments of midnight blue. The pages are not rectangle, but completely irregular, and each spread you can see elements of the other pages sticking out and around.
Back To School!
You may remember I participated in The Canopy Program, an art mentorship program that culminated in my show in NYC last June.
Well, I liked it so much, I’m doing Canopy 2.0!
It starts next week and will end in another show in June 2027.
I’ve also been circling back to my project Atlas, and I created a beautiful cover for the book.
This is the cover, laid flat. It measures 12x21, on dark teal cloth with acrylic paint and gel pen. It depicts four boats of the type I imagine the four lines of my family may have traveled on as they made their way to North America.
Here is a video of the book so far. Everything is temporary. The white strings you see are elastic bands holding the pages in. All the images are temporarily held in the book using tape.
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I envisioned a pop-up page.
Pop-up books are a whole artform in itself, and I am just beginning my first attempts at integrating them.
First, I needed to make a pop-up mock-up to see how it works.
Solving the Witch Problem
So I started looking online for examples and kept running into these adorable pictures of women's circles from the early 1900's- the height of the Spiritualism Movement! So I thought, "Screw it! Why not just trace it?" And I did, and I love it.
I cut out the dancing witchy-women, and all the trees. I painted the trees a bluish black and glued them down. Then I applied my mandala.
You may notice that after the pop-up page, I turn to another page with a similar image. This page is a work in progress, and I am still developing the concept- it is inspired by the left-overs from this finished pop-up page.
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Seeing that this is an artist blog, I will stay on the topic of art and art-making. But, I do have a photo-album of the trip on my personal facebook page HERE.
What's On Your Bucket List?
Art-Making While Traveling
This was me.
I even wrote a blog entry about it a few years ago entitled My Vacation From the "Shoulds".
But I don't do that anymore. I no longer put myself in a box.
The Perfect Set Up
In this blog entry "Cool Little Travel Sketchbook" you can see what I made before I left. It is about 6x8", and I used hinged keyrings for a binding so I could lay it flat. I could also add or switch around pages as I went.
- watercolor pencils and a waterbrush
- various pens and pencils
- two large acrylic markers and the all important glue stick!
I also had two larger ziplocs; one was for an 8" gridded ruler and my collected ephemera, the other held the sketchbook.
(The only thing I forgot was a hole-punch!)
The result is a combination of collage, doodling, drawing, and journaling.
It was created under limiting circumstances, and so when I look at it, I see many pages that could be improved. And yet if I go back into it and improve it, it is no longer an artifact of my trip.
So, I suppose I must allow it to be as it is, and present it to the world in its imperfect perfection.
Below are a few images of some of the more interesting pages. Below that, you can see a video of me paging through the book and unfolding a few pop outs as well.
Video of Greece and Croatia
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It's made up of a bunch of painted paper left over from the collage work I did for my Film Noir series. It's about 6x8 and is bound on the short end.
I wanted to have a binding that would allow me to flip the pages completely over, instead of lying flat like a book. So, I tried to make the binding with colorful string. However...
I learn by doing-- I'm making it up as I go along! I had to disassemble the book and change the binding to hinged keyrings, because the string binding was simply not working.
If at first you don't succeed... try, try again!
Look out for a future blog entry about this travel sketchbook after I've filled it up. Who know what will happen?
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An example of a "doodle" I have been making since middle school.
When I became untethered from the structure of college, I started to drift. Back then I had no conception of the difference between a desire and a goal.
- A desire is something you want to acquire or have happen. They are often vague and driven by emotion.
- A goal is an objective you want to attain. It involves a plan, which means you must step back and think.
This a common problem for people with ADHD. I was in my early 30’s before I even realized I wasn’t setting goals. Eventually I compared my life to those of my peers and realized I was still living like a 20 year old- having fun, but building nothing.
- One had images of art that I admired, but DIDN'T want to paint like.
- The other had images of art I also admired, and DID want to paint like.
By doing this, I created a structure for my artmaking.
Then, my buddy Bridget bought me a book by Alyson Stanfield entitled I’d Rather Be in the Studio. Through this book (and eventually online coursework,) I was able to build the basics of running an art business; a website, a newsletter, an inventory database, an art statement, the works.
The upside was that I was able to convert my desires into goals, and onto achievement! Like a real grown-up!
The downside was that my particular manner of creating structure robbed me of artistic freedom and expansive expression. The work was less about me, and more about my chosen subject matter.
So, I’m looking at some options that could provide me with structure and guidance, probably in the form of a formal mentorship program for artists… but not quite yet.
I feel like someone who is newly single after a long relationship. I don’t want to settle down again just yet. I want to “find myself” and play the field a bit longer.
Sketchybook I, page 26
Order out of Chaos
I am also seeking new influences. I took an online art course by Lorraine Glessner called Mark Making as Practice. Lorraine believes that every artist has a personal vocabulary of marks that is as unique as a signature, and that mark making daily and without objective is the way to find and develop a personal style and expression.
Sketchybook I page 23
Many of the images I’m showing here have been the result of this practice.
What I have found is something I sort of knew, but has become very clear to me: I tend to create art that has a lot of structure!
It’s as if my normally disordered mind wants to create an antidote of order and peace.
Squares, circles, rectangles, and angles seem to pour out of me. They often form the basis of my figurative work as well.
Often, at some point during the painting process I pull out a ruler or a compass, and get a secret thrill of satisfaction when geometric order works its way into the composition.
Irony can be pretty ironic sometimes.
My Sketchybook
Sketchybook I, Cover
I was recently on vacation in Mexico, and I wanted to keep up a mark making practice while there.
I tend to find sketchbooks uninviting, so I decided to make a sketchbook of my own.
I made a lovely hard back cover with a cloth binding.
Sketchybook I, temporary binding
Sketchybook I, page 3
Sketchybook I, page 4
Sketchybook I, page 20
Sketchybook I, page 22
Sketchybook I, page 25
My Special Purpose!
Sketchybook I, page 27
Shall I make art about math, or my dyscalculia? How about astronomy and astrology? Compasses and navigation? I’m also fascinated by the origins of writing. Or I could get more personal and do a book about being an aging female (lots to discuss there!) Of course, there is always mythology and stories from the ancient world. Interwoven is my continued fascination with archeology- but which archeology?
Sketchybook I, page 16
Sketchybook I, page 26
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Art-Making While Traveling
This was me.
I even wrote a blog entry about it a few years ago entitled My Vacation From the "Shoulds"
Part of the problem was the way I labeled myself. I had always thought of myself as an "observational painter." I don't know why I thought of myself this way, but I did. So, when I went on a trip I would haul out my little watercolors or whatever and try to paint what I saw. But it always seemed like work to me, and it was a bit draining.
Not exactly inspiring.
I accepted that I really don't want to paint my surroundings at all.
Now, I tend to find sketchbooks drab and uninviting, so I decided to make a sketchbook of my own.
I made a lovely hardback cover for it with a cloth binding. Then I collected a variety of papers and some left over painted collage papers. I tore or cut them down to size, then folded them in half to make pages.
I used elastic bands to secure them temporarily into the cover. This way I can move the pages around if I want to.
Armed with watercolor pencils, water soluble pens, markers, and a glue stick, I set up a place on the terrace of our Mexican vacation spot and worked a bit every day. Some of the images are abstract, and some are references to my surroundings and experience. I wrote text in some pages, mostly not. Some are lovely and sweet, a couple are sad, many are funny.
Below is a slideshow of the book. You can watch from beginning to end, or you can pause it and look at the still images by hovering your cursor over it and clicking the "pause" button that appears in the upper left corner.
When I got home, I still had space in my book for more work, so I made a “Chapter Two” page, and kept going. I have no intended narrative in mind, yet I still strive to create an arch of experience while making and viewing the book.
How Did it Turn Out???
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I have always shot and edited the photographs of my art. It was a learning curve, for sure, but over the years, I think I got pretty good at it.
Adventuring into the realm of book arts has posed an entirely new learning curve!
An Early Attempt
The result?
It was as if all the light was sucked out of the room.
I knew something had to be done.
The Wonder of YouTube
A quick search brought me to DIY-XYZ's pithy video How To Build A Photo Light Box For Less Than $10. So grateful.
You can watch the video HERE.
Before editing
But after a bit (or a lot) of doctoring, I believe they hold their own, if I do say so myself!
If you would like to see more of my artist book Analyze, you can see it HERE.
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Analyze is my artist book that loosely explores my adventures in trying to have an "art business", and how living with ADHD has impacted my development.
It started with my attraction to analysis pads, with their columns and lines. From there, I utilized drawings (from my childhood and adulthood,) stencils, collage, and found objects.
Added Bonus: if you make it to the bottom of the page, you can see a little video of the check ledger featured in Analyze in action!
Still Images with Text:
After tooling around, as they say, for most of my adult life, I decided to get serious. I was really going to throw myself into building an art career. I wanted to see if I could “make it” as an artist. I have always been told I have a “special” talent.
I thought to myself, “I’m smart, I can do this!”
I mean, how hard could it possibly be???
ADHD is a condition that creates problems with time management, prioritization, organization, and emotional control.
Some people’s brains will grow as they mature, so that you can barely tell the difference at all.
Girls tend to be less hyperactive than boys, and are usually just really spacy.
People with ADHD also tend to have problems with social skills. They are more prone to miss social cues, verbal, and non-verbal communication from others.
Hyperfocus is another trait. It is as if all that missing attention roars back to life and consumes everything in its path. This can be a great advantage when creating art, but is terrifically inconvenient at other times.
Everyone who has ADHD develops different coping strategies, some productive, and others destructive. One thing is for certain: it has a dramatic effect on how a personality develops, and will shape a person’s life trajectory in profound ways.
Barkley, R.A. (2015). Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder: A Handbook for Diagnosis and Treatment, 4th ed. New York: Guilford Publications.
"Incomplete too slow!"
"Take a little more time Leslie and your writing will be neater!"
"What does the clock tell me?"
"It's _________ o'clock."
"Dear Leslie, your talent is not a trained dog.
signed,
Your Higher Self"
1. Food, water, warmth, and rest. Basic needs.
- Check!
2. Security and safety. A safe environment.
- Check!
3. Belonging and love. Connection and companionship.
- Check!
4. Esteem and prestige. Respect and admiration.
- Check!
5. Self-Actualization. Reaching one's full potential...
-???
Certificate of Acknowledgement
"She Tried!"
In honor of your efforts to be a "Professional Artist," we present this to affirm you did indeed try pretty hard for quite some time. You are hereby released from any and all efforts to prove anything to anybody, ever.
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I even imagined that one day, when I “retired,” I would start.
Well, I guess that day has come.
For my Creating Time: Art and Archeology exhibition, I made some small books, such as The Tiny Book of Thera, and The Nebra Sky Disc. But this book is far more ambitious, using multiple “registers,” which are groupings of pages in a single bound book.
It has no real narrative, but loosely explores themes relating to the transitory cycle I am in right now. I used stencils, collage materials, and sketches that I’d originally developed for larger pieces in my Archeology and Art series. I had a wonderful time making some fold-out pages- something I want to expand upon in future books.
Below you can see a slideshow of each page, or you can click on the thumbnails below for a still shot.